LITTLE SECRETS///I KEEP

PETTY DISAPPOINTMENT///BLUE VELVET
CUNT BECOMES
the cunt becomes something else / phantom quiver / we deal
in muscle & I got extra / distorted bones / a separation /
between the pleasure & its reaction / blocked by a sock /
some rubber / sick silicone mockery / one more surgery
courting / slowly pulling / an offering / libidinous lunch / on
terms I can’t stare down / & understand / what I want / why
every urge is blurred / grainy desires / until you / one of you
/ shows me what that tunnel is / good for / I must know / if
I’ve flooded it / enough testosterone running / below
epidermal layers / excised other confounding factors / do I
scalpel / once more / pull that mister from your throat?
Biographical Statement
Elizander Espenschied is a poet from Cleveland, Ohio who studied English & American Literature at New York University. He carries his poems in his backpack despite having some published by The Weasel, The Greene Street Review, and The Minetta Review. It is currently pursuing an MFA at the Iowa Writers' Workshop.